Maldita Ako

please stay

2005-04-19T03:59:00.000-07:00

I want you to stay

Never go away from me

Stay forever

But now, now that you're gone

All I can do is pray for you

To be here beside me again

Why did you have to leave me

When you said that love will conquer all

Why did you have to leave me

When you said that dreaming

Was as good as reality

And now I must move on

Trying to forget all the memories

Of you near me

But I can't let go of your love

That has taught me to hold on

I want you to stay never go away from me

Stay forever

But now, now that you're gone

All I can do is pray for you

To be here beside me again

And now I must move one

Trying to forget all the memories

Of you near me

But I can't let go of your love

That has taught me to hold on

I want you to stay never go away from me

Stay forever

I want to stay but I have to go my way

Oohhhmmm

Masarap managinip.. dahil dun lahat possible.. lahat masaya unless na lang kung binabangungot ka di ba?

Buti na lang masaya yung sa akin kasi dun nakasama kita at masaya tayo

Pero just like any other dream I also need to wake up and face reality.

Salamat sa lahat at asahan mong lagi kong dadalhin ang mga ngiti natin sa dito sa puso ko

Hopfully there would come a time when I don't have to dream dahil nagkatotoo na ang mga panaginip

at kasama kita kahit ako'y gising

realization

2005-04-09T03:01:00.000-07:00

I was wrong when I hurt you

But did you have to hurt me too

Did you think revenge will make it better?

I don't care about the past

I just want our love to last

There's a way to bring us back together

I must forgive you (I must forgive you)

You must forgive me too (we must have to try)

If you wanna try to put things back the way they used to be

(honey let's start again)

'Cause there's no sense in going over and over

The same things as before

So let's not bring the past back anymore

(no looking back, we can't look back)

(honey let's start again)

Out of all the good we had

You only keep track of the bad

Though you knew I never really loved him

Didn't anyone tell you yet

That to forgive is to forget

How can you be mad if you don't remember

I must forgive you (I must forgive you)

You must forgive me too (we must have to try)

If you wanna try to put things back the way they used to be

(honey let's start again)

'Cause there's no sense in going over and over

The same things as before

So let's not bring the past back anymore

(no looking back, we can't look back)

(honey let's start again)

I must forgive you

And you must forgive me too

It's the only thing that's left that we haven't try to do

One thing I'm sure will work

That we haven't tried before

Let's not bring the past back anymore

(no looking back, no looking back)

(honey let's start again)

Sorry sa lahat ng pagkakamali ko

tao lang po..I'm not perfect

i miss you

2005-03-26T19:10:00.000-08:00

All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop

Oh baby, tell me why’d you have to go‘

Cause this pain I feel it won’t go away

And today I’m officially missin’ you

I though that from this heartache,

I could escape

But I’ve had it long enough to know

There ain’t no way

And today I’m officially missing you

Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you

Said every little thing you do, hey, baby

Said it stays on my mind

And I’m officially

All I do is lay around, two years full of tears

From looking at your face all over

Just a week ago you were my baby

Now I don’t even know you at all,

I don’t know you at all

Well, I wish that you would call me right now

So that I could get through to you somehow

But I guess it’s safe to say, baby

Safe to say that I’m officially missin’ you

Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you

Said every little thing you do, hey, baby

Said it stays on my mind

And I’m officially

Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby

But I see there’s something I just can’t do

From the way you would hold me

To the sweet things you told me

I just can’t find a way to let go of you

Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you

Said every little thing you do, hey, baby

Said it stays on my mind

And I’m officiallyIt’s official

Hoo, you know that I’m missin’ you, yeah, yes

All I hear is raindrops, oh, yeah

And I’m officially missin’ you

need I say more? please dont ask me how...dont ask me why

because I wont know the answer

I just feel it

mahal

2005-03-24T22:10:00.000-08:00

Taking away The fact that I care about you

It’s just your ways, so sweet

Everything seems right around you

Did you know That you had this calming way about you

In your touch

And I wanna know if I could be your girl

The one who putes her arms around you

The one who lays her head beside you

The one listens when you need it

When no one else sees, I can see it (your girl)

The one who knows when somethings wrong

The one who knows your favorite song (your girl)

The one who all your family loves

The one you place us one above

I’m happy to say

In a lot of ways you’ve changed me

Makes me smile

When you said that you were glad the day you found me

I’m wishing awayAny harm that might ever find you

Heaven knows I really feel, I’ll always be you girl

The one who putes her arms around you

The one who lays her head beside you

The one listens when you need it

When no one else sees, I can see it (your girl)

The one who knows when somethings wrong

The one who knows your favorite song (your girl)

The one who all your family loves

The one you place us one above

Your girl your girI just wana be the one who’s true to you

I just wanna be the one who makes you smile

The one who holds you down (your girl)

The one who putes her arms around you

The one who lays her head beside you

The one listens when you need it

When no one else sees, I can see it (your girl)

The one who knows when somethings wrong

The one who knows your favorite song (your girl)

The one who all your family loves

The one you place us one above

The one who’s true to you, and down for ya

The one who makes you smile and laughs withya

The one who holds you down, I’m there for ya

The one who putes her arms around you

The one who lays her head beside you

The one listens when you need it

When no one else sees, I can see it (your girl)

The one who knows when somethings wrong

The one who knows your favorite song (your girl)

The one who all your family loves

The one you place us one above

I can be anything you need...

Me isang taong nagsabi na baliw daw ako at selfish pero its not true kasi...

pintasera... lasengera... maluho... maldita... antipatika... ambisyosa... waldas... mapaghiganti... masungit... at talagang salbahe din ako (nagpapakatotoo lang hehehehe)

pero sabi mo sa akin mahal mo pa rin ako and nobodys perfect...

Thank you...you never gave up on me

anjan ka parati at dahil sa love na binibigay mo I was able to accomplish great things

I love you

kulet!!!

2005-03-24T05:57:00.000-08:00

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby

Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real

Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you

Why'd you turn away?

Here's what I have to say

I was left to cry there, waiting outside there

Burning with a lost stare

That's when I decided

Why should I care '

Cuz you weren't there when I was scared

I was so alone You, you need to listen

I'm starting to trip, I'm losing my grip

And I'm in this thing alone

Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place

When you turn around can you recognize my face

You used to love me, you used to hug me

But that wasn't the case

Everything wasn't okay

I was left to cry there, waiting outside there

Burning with a lost stare

That's when I decided

Why should I care '

Cuz you weren't there when I was scared

I was so alone You, you need to listen

I'm starting to trip, I'm losing my grip

And I'm in this thing alone

Crying out loud I'm crying out loud

Open your eyes Open up wide

Why should I care '

Cuz you weren't there when

I was scared I was so alone

Why should I care '

Cuz you weren't there when I was there

I was so alone

Why should I care

If you don't care then I don't care

We're not going anywhere

Why should I care '

Cuz you weren't there when I was there

I was so alone

Why should I care If you don't care then

I don't care

We're not going anywhere

you can't blame me...for being bitchy

nagsimula lahat ng pangugulo sa akin after nating magkahiwalay

akala ko ba ikaw ang me gustong lumayo? bakit ngayon ikaw pa itong nangungulit

enough with those miscalls and text messages (andami ko ng unregistered numbers sa phone ko at di ko kailangan ng textmate!)

kung me gusto kang sabihin sa akin wala naman cgurong masama kung kakausapin mo ko ng maayos di ba?

challenges

2005-03-22T19:18:00.000-08:00

When you get caught in the rain with no where to run

When you're distraught and in pain without anyone

when you keep crying out to be savedbut nobody comes

And you feel so far away

That you just can't find your way home

You can get there aloneIt's okay, what you say is

I can make it through the rain

I can stand up once again on my own

And I know that I'm strong enough to mend

And everytime I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith

And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

And if you keep falling down don't you dare give in

You will arise safe and sound, so keep pressing on steadfastly

And you'll find what you need to prevail

What you say is I can make it through the rain

I can stand up once again on my own

And I know that I'm strong enough to mend

And everytime I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith

And I live one more day and I'll make it through the rain

And when the rain blows, as shadows grow close don't be afraid

There's nothing you can't face

And should they tell you you'll never pull through

Don't hesitate, stand tall and say-ay-yeah-yeah-hey-ey

I can make it through the rain

I can stand up once again on my own

And I know that I'm strong enough to mend

And everytime I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith

And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

I can make it through the rainAnd stand up once again

And I live one more day

And I can make it through the rain(Oh, yes you can)

Ohh, You're gonna make it through the ... rain

maraming talagang kontra bida sa buhay... ok lang yun kc lalo akong lumalakas st nagiging motivated sa bawat dissapointement ko o pagkatatalo

imagine na lang kung wala sila.. eh di wala nang challenge at boring ang life di ba?

this is just a stage... magpapahinga lang muna ako

pero I'll come back 10 times better and stronger *promise*

kasal??

2005-03-22T00:43:00.000-08:00

What if we were wrong about each other?

What if you were really made for me?

What if we was `sposed to be together?

Would that not mean anything?

What if that was `sposed to be my house that you go home to every day?

How can you be sure that things are better?

If you can't be sure your heart is still here with me

Still wanting me

haaayyyyyyyyy...another what if na naman sa buhay ko...

ngayon ko lang nalaman kasal ka na pala.

Nung una ayaw ko pang maniwala pero after ko makita yung pictures...totoo nga.

Bigla ko lang naalala ko yung mga sandaling pinagsamahan natin at yung mga pagkakataon na pinalampas ko.

I know I was the one who made that descision.

Malaki ang chances na it wont work out for the two of us.

I dont regret anything masaya na ako sa life ko ngayon.

I'm happy for you friend...goodluck sa inyo and best wishes

"boylet"

2005-03-21T05:14:00.000-08:00

We can’t play this game anymore

But can we still be friends

Things just can’t go on like before

But can we still be friends

We had something to learn

Now it’s time for the wheel to turn

Grains of sand, one by one

Before you know it, all gone

Let’s admit we made a mistake

But can we still be friends

Heartbreak’s never easy to take

But can we still be friends

It’s a strange, sad affair

Sometimes seems like we just don’t care

Don’t waste time feeling hurt

We’ve been through hell together

Can we still get together sometime

You know life will still go on and on and on

We awoke from our dream

Things are not always what they seem

Memories linger on

It’s like a sweet, sad old song

bakit me mga taong bitter at di makapagpatawad...

aminin man o hindi minsan naging masaya din namn tyo sa pilng ng bawat isa